Day off work today as usual for current Fridays. I'll be returning to five days per week in less than a month.
I can examine my emotions and feelings and thought processes and ways of seeing things and, of course, it all helps. But I haven't seen Ruby for ten months. And I miss her, I miss her, I miss her. I just miss her. Ten months is a very long time to not see your own child. That's all, I just miss her. I doubt this will ever leave me no matter how much control I can gain over anything else. My heart aches. I just miss her.
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